Today today! is now or never~ haa.. officially step-down from Prefectorial Board! served 3 years plus in Chai Chee.. shall i say it's rewarding? yes, it is. i cant believe the great memories that will always stay in my heart. fun, laughter. blah blah.. aww-- well, though there are struggles, anger, confusion, broken-heart(for me lah..Lol.) I STILL LOVE THE BOARD. seriously, they are just like kids that are so hard to handle. phew..

anyway. think back of the past years of my service..
i will miss guarding toilets n staircases..patrolling for ''smokers'' round the sch blocks.. when i was in SMD.hahaa.. :X
i'll miss ppl calling me ''les'' or ''lesbian''!! esp mandy, tabitha n hui wen ok! lol.
i love patrolling round the school, disturbing ppl, making them laugh at my own stupidity.. hmm.-paiseh, that's how i think. hahas.
i will even miss getting scolded by ms lim, when my hair is not pinned up.. and for whatever reasons. haha.
i'll miss the camp. with stupid cheers that we made. haha. Faris still make the best joker! and with super crazy games n tribute day since the past years.
i so-miss the times when we stay back in sch til so late just to prepare investiture or other events. lols. hard work pay off!

Many thanks to
jun hao- for the times on MSN. haha! guiding me when we're leading IC. haha. love climbing up n down the staircases with you~ wahaha..
jonathan- for making me confident n ''fierce'' in one way or another. haha! i succeed in making him laugh lor~
and jenny- haha. you are the best lah! see how much you've grown.. leading the board to.. at least somewhere!cheers! but you still owe me a bubble tea ok!! :X
omg.. im like in some grammy awards and i sound so aunty here. shucks~ haha. well, think its fine if i write how i feel now. heee.. yup. they're my best buddys, haha. rmb SLC. lol. x)
solana n tania- you both are the best too! see hope in every circumstances, co-operate, and everything'll turn out fine. whee..
oh ya, ying lling- you made my best GILA partner! ahaha.. can go gila together now..

Play hard! Study hard now!yeah. it's not as if my days in chai chee is over. but hey
memories are all but happy past! :))

to the Jews i became a Jew
to the Gentiles i become a Gentile
to the weak or strong i become one
to the rich or poor i become one
...so as to win as many.. >>??

-- LET'S WELCOME THE MONTH OF AUGUST! ((: --

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
Noone else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You

this song makes me go so much deeper in love with God! ahh... everyone! could you just open your heart and receive this wonderful God. i feel i'm so desperate- i want all to experience his love. his blessings. oh man.. God already took the first step to reach down to you.. don't you want to hold his hand and say yes to him..? what's holding you back?

words are not enough to express how i feel. indeed MOVE ON, again.. is all that i can say. may you just move, come and tell us, what is exactly the key!you are why..-

I said it.. i love Fridays! haha. it's not Freaky Friday okayy.. Though the hw are piled up at the end of the week but who cares, tmr's service! hahas. Felt guilty of not participating in choir for Speech Day performance. heheh..thanked god sec4s got a choice of not to go.. haha. jia you choir! ~~

Well, there's not much of embarrassing moment today.yesterday is the day i started making my notes..for exams n stuffs. Don't know whether it'll work, but just study hard n WHACK! haha.

I wanna proclaim : I LOVE GOD! haha. you know..i was just thinking back on the recent happenings around me, and He is really faithful. he is kind. he has shown that he is love. aww.. thank you!

Move on! that's the way that it should be.. i'm still praying for more fruits to be produced.. and still, wondering where is the key to get that no 10! hais. im not complaining. im thankful, really. there's this discontentment in me.. may you just move, turn the whole situation around. come, take control! :)))

This week has been really chaotic for me! haa.. prefects' stuffs that's driving me insane~ thankfully, i'm stepping down soon. but still i can't help seeing them i a lurch.
It was super embarrassing when i tripped over a flight of staricase today.. haha! then alot of ppl saw it. aargh..! it taught me to be patient. lol. bu yao zhao ji~ hahas. had E & A maths test-----
oh yah.. went to MJ today! i love the school! hahas. it's so blue-ey, and huge! stupid stranger.. am MJ girl but gave us a wrong direction to her school. haha. indeed me n yan zhuang spent ''fruitful'' time going round in the bus! lol. Worst still.. an Indian man ngiler (in Indo) when he slept beside me on a bus journey..
ahh well. but i love being with my cg peeps! hahas. yupp. the rock my world!

i don't wanna regret! keeping the passion n fire!

Time flies~ now's nearing the end of July..
It's how much you want it! am fasting and praying.. =)
oh.. yes. i know it seems impossible. but are you giving your best?
if ya ask, you'll be given. and by FAITH! It's pouring!! receive!! yeahh.. =))
10 for the One! jia you~

Ah. today's a pretty good day>. Started my day feeling so high. lol. i hope that Rong Bin, my buddy, would startto open up his mouth n talk to me lah. you are sooo quiet.and blur! lol. But hey, this week is another disastrous n madness week!!
- 5 tests this week!
- choir rehearsals + audition!
- CLOSETS! ;DD
hope it's not too bad.. XD well, for those ppl who are busy. hang on.! another weekend is coming our way! hahas. butthen.. make ya weekdays filfilled yea! =)

Listening now>> Savin' Me - Nickelback.

Hahas. guess i always had no title in my posts.. so decided to put that.gees. today. it's such a fine day.. i was doing my homework in the bus on my way to town and the bus driver was not in a good mood and he was driving super fast.! hee.. it's a blessing in disguise. cause i gotta rush down to meet Mum n Aunt. HAHA. =X

Oh. i love my little cousin! he is ''soo..clever..'' and sweet.hahas. that's what we say to him. i think kids brings a family together. ;) indeed, i saw how loving my aunt n uncle is towards each other, with their kid. awww... Even now my siblings n i are ''grown-ups'', haha. when i just gather with my family, there's a warm feeling~

I love ya all!! ((:

tomorrow is school.. haa.. homework n tests, here i come!
to fiona, dawn, carinna- let's keep the no 10 in our heart! we have the same hertbeat right..?

Well. nothing much happenings lately. :X i think i'm always caught up in work n busyness. well, gotta calm down n take time to hear from God etc.. so i'll get refereshed! yeah.. =))

Today.. had english mock test. that was a disaster as it was about the atomic bomb thingy and how it's so powerful when it was released to Japan. haa.. But service was great! Aww.. i really love service and everything man~ though i just missed 1 week of service due to hong kong trip. hehe.. i love the people there! yeah.. had a great time with fiona n diane shopping at marina square.. whee.. love shopping with'em! =))

Looking forward to next Sat! visit this~
www.yhope-closets.blogspot.com =))
COME AND SEE!!

Hey all! alright..this will be my one of my longest entry. 8 - 11 July were the days i was away in Hong Kong. Purpose- for the Hong Kong international choir competition. yup. I LOVE HONG KONG! especially the university students who served us.. the shopping.. the place n everything.. the Hong Kong accent too! :D (except the service center in the airport, they're so unfriendly.!)

8July (Sat)
That day we are not productive. we just spent the whole day travelling from spore to Hk by a 3hrs flight. bleahx. well. the 51 + 2 of us were leng gang, leng gang, kang kung-ing. lols.

9July (Sun)
Today was madness and tiring! gee.. found that Henderson Sec are one of the competitors too. well. we had our rehearsals then shopping! lol. not so bad. from 2-6pm at Ladies' street. hahas. so crowded!!! worst than bugis or chinatown area! really... well, yanru and i bargained, walk 'til our leg are breaking.. =X more rehearsals at night~

10 July (Mon)
DAY OF COMPETITION! practice and practice in the morning.. competition in the afternoon! whoo.. i think we did ok. (tapi selama ini..kali ini gw sakit hati banget dehh) haha. Mrs.Kwek didn't say much comments though;as always. well. we proceeded to dinner at some conference hall for the opening ceremony. this was superb! Lisa and I are so kukuu. we were ''woahhh!!''-ing at the international choirs. I love the one from New Zealand! Shen Zhen choir was great too! (but i was bored in listening to cina songs) haa..

Everything was great. i pei fu all of the strong choirs! hee.. so blessed at the same time that i have the heart for singing too. (not until im IN to singing industry n stuff. =X) yupp. i believe choral singing is really the right way to sing. hahas! Results will be out tonight! (fingers crossed)

So everybody.. let's sing and sing! yayy! ;))

LOL. If they're unfit or kinda dangles when you walk.. haha. be careful~ LOL. i had an embarrassing incident today. After choir..my friends and i desperately running to catch a bus.. i fell! i know if you read this and you'll go ''haa.. like that only!..'' Hee.. the shoe on my left leg flew behind when i fell, dunno how it got there..and here i am, with an injured knee.. Ish not that bad, but ya can imagine if the ppl in a double-deck bus saw my clumsy fall! hahas. i believe ya experience something like this before. X)

Gees.. anyone wanna share your most embarrassing incident?? write me at the comments there yeahs! hahas. x) i'll LOL with you.. hehe..

This may sound like i'm writng a primary school essay story.. but hey, today i really enjoyed spending time with my mum! hahas. we did some late shopping in town..went to NTUC to get some groceries. there.. the great thing was we did a lot of heart-to-heart sharing.. and it's rarely that we got a chance to do that. yupp.. i felt so blessed lah~

Hohoho.. anyway.i think i should be fasting from the computer. haha. gotta go study and do a lot of catch-up with my hw.. and it means alot! -bleahs- Dear bloggers, work hard and play hard at the same time yeah!? there's more to life.. hee.. Have a great week!

Saturdays had always been perfect days for me.. i was convicted once again on His call. Indeed, it's worthwhile serving the Lord. Have you imagine what's the purpose in living? who you can turn to when you need hope? who do you look for when you're hurt? who can forgive you after all the mistakes that you've made? where do you go after this? i found the answer.. i'm not perfect but i'm still loved. Now my life's so fulfilled. though! i still doesn't mind living a problems-filled life, as long as i'm still holding on to my hope. =) ahh.. come and ask me abt these! i wanna share the joy with everyone.. don't ya want to open up your hearts?

hahas. all those are my thoughts and feelings. cuz where is the love of this world if not comes from someone greater than men? right..

*happy youth day* hohohos.. :P